goodbye to GG

Saturday was GG's "Remembrance" ... it was very nice. Family, friends... it felt OK... it didn't seem to dredge up too many emotions.

I kinda wish we had done one for Ma... Pa had said that she didn't want one, so we didn't.

But, as Lisa says, the memorial is not for the departed... it's for the living, a way to grieve, a way to say goodbye. We didn't get that. Is that one of the reasons I was (am?) depressed?

I feel fine now, the meds are working fine... but when the prescription ran out a few months back, I spiraled down into the funk, so I'm not fine (though I may feel it)... thank goodness for modern pharmaceuticals.